to the place where I belong

Reguardless of who still writes or even reads here, I wanted to make a public entry.

For whatever reason, I'm not falling asleep. I couldn't help but read some old joiurnal entriesl; this was the best line I read over: I told Sara he is the most adorable thing ever. It feels like being 15 is a lot more than 3 years ago, but I giggle just the same when I think of that Christmas party. I am going back there 2 weeks from today.

This song is absolutely perfect.






other updates: went on a lot of disaster dates recently, VERY short lived boyfriend (8 days), work has become Telemundo, full time sucks, went on a date with a guy thats liked me for a year, asked out a girl who has a girlfriend, losing weight, dad's in intensive care, mom's crazy brother passed away and her sister took over as the family psycho, uhhh my ear popped 3 days ago and won't pop back, and my most beloved conductor does not run my train home anymore. :[ The latter of all that is honestly the most distressing.

cannot wait for vacation.